it’s the first time i’ve ever been in any legal trouble. it isn’t anything serious. but the path that took me here was entirely optional. everything about it was easily averted and yet i didn’t avert it.
i’m starting to realize what’s at the center of my sad and strange little complex. why go through it if i didn’t have to? well, that answer’s become very obvious now.
and similarly, it’s become clear that i am dangerous. not in any lethal or even criminal way. but dangerous nevertheless.